angelscreams

 

This would be us, in reverse.

 Normally I can't stay away from you.

But guys like mystery, eh? I'm gonna be the most aloof person you've ever met. I know you like me, I'm just waiting for you to show it;)

GONNA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY THOUGH

See, I've always wanted to kiss you but I,
I always wanted to run from you,
because I've always wanted to miss you,
and I, I've always wanted to come for you.

 Been up all night staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before but this feels like the first time

And you want the sunrise to go back to bed
And I want to make you laugh

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers
I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight

Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue

Paperweight on my back
Cover me like a blanket

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers
I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight

And no need to worry;
That's wasting time
And no need to wonder what's been on my mind
It's you
It's you
It's you

Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight

And I give up
I let you win
You win 'cause I'm not counting

You made it back to sleep again
Wonder what you're dreaming



You make me really happy. But you don't feel real. So I don't think this is real. We're just friends with certain benefits. At least we're that much:) I like the way you make me feel. There are a lot of things I disapprove of with you, I've just never said it. But they're also part of the barrier between us. Ah well. Never gonna happen anyway. I'm a forever alone kid. :|

 You and your stupid hahahas

I know you like talking to me, I just wish you'd make more of an attempt. Ugh.

1. I'm different
2. I behave differently
3. If I told you what was in my heart, you'd never look at me the same
4. You'd run away if I told you everything about me
trust me, our society cannot take it.

There is a bug on my screen.

(removed)

 My sister has tumblr. I think I'm screwed.

Anyway, i'm tired and my heart is aching for no particular reason and I need someone to tell everything to.

 Okaaayyy so mike kinda just ended our video call for a booty call. I'm amused and somewhat disturbed that he told me that. Like literally a booty call. Why am I friends with 20 year olds who aren't really living in Singapore? It's kinda weird. Clashing cultures and stuff. Okay I really feel weird. I'M NOT USED TO THIS SHIT. D: I'm innocent okaaaayyyyy. Eeeeshaayy

 I hate you okay.

I really really hate you oh my god.

What the hell am I? How many damn times do I have to pop back into your life for you to remember that I'm always there for you, that I'm always willing to let you lean on me? And when I don't, you complain that I'm too busy to talk to you?

Okay what the fuck. Seriously dude, we were really good friends, and you neglected me then. A lot. I got over it. I let you all go. All of you. And now y'all are close again and you've left me out again?

 I'm just a silly little girl with her silly little fantasies.

You'll never be good enough for them, nisha, get it into your head.

Not for anyone.

Get that into your head so you don't run off into your little flights of fancies anymore. You know it just makes you crash down harder.